My name is Scott, and I am a
sinner. Yes, I am a child of God, redeemed, justified and in the process of
being sanctified, but I am none the less a sinner. Not everyone I know is
redeemed and justified and in the process of being sanctified, but everyone I
know is a sinner. That is the only common ground I have with everyone, both inside
and outside the church.
I think in many ways the church
has forgotten this. Have you ever heard the saying that the church is not a
museum of saints but a hospital for sinners? You would be hard-pressed to make
that case when you look at the average fellowship today. It looks very much
like a museum. Sinful ‘artifacts’ come in the front door and we set to work cleaning
and repairing them so that we may proudly display them in our collection. When cracks
appear in the artifacts, we pull them from public view and put them in the
archives so we may replace them with ‘more significant’ artifacts. We don’t
want to display the pieces with imperfections.
In conversation with a friend the
other day that is familiar with AA, I realized that we are approaching ‘church’
in the wrong way. How many people do you know who go to AA meetings just
because it is the thing to do or because all of their friends are doing it? How
many people who have never had or admitted a problem with alcohol abuse would
attend an AA meeting just to try it out? People who attend AA meetings
understand that they have a common problem – alcoholism. People who deny that
they have an alcohol problem will not attend, and AA does not gear itself
toward them. The first step is admitting you have a problem. AA cannot help you
until you get there.
In our society today, many believe
the church is a place where respectable people spend their Sunday mornings.
People who seem to have it all together. People who have earned the right to
say ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other men, extortioners, unjust,
adulterers… I fast twice a week; I give tithes of all that I get.’ (Luke
18:11-12). This is the worst possible thing that the church could lead the
world to believe because it is not the ones who have it together that need Christ,
but the ones who are falling apart. The ones who are standing far off, not even
daring to lift their eyes, beating their breast and saying ‘God,
be merciful to me, a sinner!’ (Luke 18:13)
I would love to attend a church
that was thought of as AA is. A church where no fine, upstanding, self-proclaimed
saint would ever go because to be a part of that church would be to admit that
you you need the savior; where fellowship implies that you are sinful. A place
where you could stand up and say “My name is Scott, and I am a sinner” and no
one in the room would look down on you because they would all freely and honestly
make the same confession. Study the
gospels carefully and you have to believe that that is the church the Jesus
came to create. “Those who are well have no need of a
physician, but those who are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but
sinners.” (Mark 2:17)
To become a
church that was thought of as is AA, you would have to rely on the grace of God
to an uncomfortable degree. You would have to believe that pulling yourself up
by your bootstraps is impossible. You would have to believe and teach that the
healthiest thing in the world is to admit that you are a big fat sinner and to
keep admitting it long after you no longer behaved ‘like other men.’ You would have
to abandon performance as the standard by which you judge yourself and others. And
this admission would have to be more than lip service. It would have to come
from the heart; truly understanding that saying ‘I am a sinner’ is not a
doctrinal position, but a stark and ugly reality.
A church like
this would appear to the world as unhealthy. It would appear to other churches
as unhealthy. No one would ever attend this church because it was the thing to
do or because all of their friends were doing it. If you invited your neighbor
to this church they would look at you with utter horror because you were
specifically implying that they were not the fine, upstanding individual they
believe themselves to be. This church would not cater to or seek to attract
museum pieces but would open its doors to the injured and bleeding of the world.
This would be the
bride of Christ looking very much like her groom. She would be surrounded, as
He was, by prostitutes and tax collectors and sinners. There would be no room
in this fellowship for those who believed they had exercised sin from their
lives. In the end, sin would not be the only thing they had in common. They
would also share their desperate need for a savior.
A church like this would be so
refreshing. There would be no need to put on the church face. We could be
honest with one another and help one another to expose the sin in our lives to
God’s light because the ugliness of sin made necessary the beauty of the gospel.
As John wrote:
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin. If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. (1 John 1:7-10)
In this church, the continual
confession of our sin would pave the way for our cleansing from sin. We would
foster this and encourage one another in this. Recognizing that we never arrive
at the point that we don’t need our brothers and sisters or our savior, we
would be bound together by the two things we have in common; sin and savior.
That is the gospel truth.
God Bless
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